I haven't updated for so long, due to dk practices for PHR and busy with pw.
That's the only few things that my life has been revolving around lately. But after PHR, its just pw :/ Hmmm, so here I go..
1. Perjumpaan Hari Raya (PHR)
I fell sick a few days before PHR and by the day before PHR, I had a macho voice (sore throat lah) and a runny nose (Someone said I sounded like I was crying), annoying and how timely. Somehow after the last rehearsal the previous day, i was confident that we could do it. So it didn't go as well as planned. Despite the late night practices and many2 rehearsals. I guess everyone was just nervous. Honestly I was disappointed in myself. Don't get me wrong, I gave my all. I practised so hard for it. Just that when one fails, everyone in the team fail. I felt it all. I learnt something new on that day. I learnt that I can't be selfish and have the mindset that I'm not at fault just because I practised hard and did my best. That's because we're not talking only about a person here, but as a whole team. Cos I'm not performing alone, I'm in a group. After the whole thing, I guess we all pretty much settled our differences. Hopefully it will last. I have faith in our Ketua (: and AD. To those who criticised us that day, get ready to eat your words.
2. PW
I've never felt so depressed in my life. I cannot wait for pw to end. seriously. I'm tired of being surrounded by people who'd just die to see me fall. I'm tired of being the one doing almost everything, and yet, being criticised for not doing it perfectly. On a brighter note, I think pw has taught me a lot. It taught me to persevere. Each time someone puts me down, I get stronger. It sure showed me some people's true colours, especially in times of need. I try so damn hard to better than who I was yesterday, instead of trying to be perfect every day. 3rd November, please come soon :D Meanwhile, I'm just going to grit my teeth and get through it all. I am going to practise my speech again and again, to make sure that I'm going to do so damn well on that day and get the grade I deserve.
Aja Fighting! :D
Okay bye (:
That's the only few things that my life has been revolving around lately. But after PHR, its just pw :/ Hmmm, so here I go..
1. Perjumpaan Hari Raya (PHR)
I fell sick a few days before PHR and by the day before PHR, I had a macho voice (sore throat lah) and a runny nose (Someone said I sounded like I was crying), annoying and how timely. Somehow after the last rehearsal the previous day, i was confident that we could do it. So it didn't go as well as planned. Despite the late night practices and many2 rehearsals. I guess everyone was just nervous. Honestly I was disappointed in myself. Don't get me wrong, I gave my all. I practised so hard for it. Just that when one fails, everyone in the team fail. I felt it all. I learnt something new on that day. I learnt that I can't be selfish and have the mindset that I'm not at fault just because I practised hard and did my best. That's because we're not talking only about a person here, but as a whole team. Cos I'm not performing alone, I'm in a group. After the whole thing, I guess we all pretty much settled our differences. Hopefully it will last. I have faith in our Ketua (: and AD. To those who criticised us that day, get ready to eat your words.
2. PW
I've never felt so depressed in my life. I cannot wait for pw to end. seriously. I'm tired of being surrounded by people who'd just die to see me fall. I'm tired of being the one doing almost everything, and yet, being criticised for not doing it perfectly. On a brighter note, I think pw has taught me a lot. It taught me to persevere. Each time someone puts me down, I get stronger. It sure showed me some people's true colours, especially in times of need. I try so damn hard to better than who I was yesterday, instead of trying to be perfect every day. 3rd November, please come soon :D Meanwhile, I'm just going to grit my teeth and get through it all. I am going to practise my speech again and again, to make sure that I'm going to do so damn well on that day and get the grade I deserve.
Aja Fighting! :D
Okay bye (:
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