probably not a walk; its more of a run

love this song ((((:

Oops, I havent updated for so long.
Probably due to the anticipation of results =/
Okay.. no link, but what the heck =p

So, i got back all my papers already.
Results were borderline.
Weren't exactly up to my expectations,
I expected so much more of myself, especially for bio):
At least the exam anxiety isn't so bad now :/
I need, must put in muchmuchmore effort.
I'm going to use that as a drive for me to work harder;
for next year and the upcoming holidays (which is after all the project work madness omg)
Especially for my chem.
Well, I should think I should be able to promote cos I met the criteria.
Unless they somehow change that criteria!
According to some scaryshit rumour which has been going around school.
Dunno if it was meant to scare us all, or the students being paranoid :/
Everyone's talking about the R word,
my pw mates especially & it totally scares me.

As of last week, Bestfriend and I decided what we want to do in the future, as in after the A'Levels. It ain't going to be easy and it certainly never crossed our minds. It was during a random bus ride home. I miss bus rides with her, where we'd ramble about everything under the sun,
I remember that in sec 1, she wanted to be a vet, cos she lost her pet rabbit. Her rabbit of 4 years ran away from home, and she was so scared it got run over by some vehicle.
In sec 2, she wanted to be a dance instructor after passing her dance exams. Oh, and even a maid, cos she saw his maid with some new handphone and mp4. So she exclaimed 'omg, even a maid has that!' so I replied 'you dont work what' -__-" In sec 3, she wanted to be a psychologist. And even wanted to set up her own shop, selling ice cream and bubble tea. In sec 4, she wanted to be a food&nutrition teacher cos she was inspired by mummy j.woo (: Haa, retarded.

Its funny how our ambitions change as we grow up, maybe more realistic now? hoho.
Well, we promised that we'd work hard, and take bus/train to uni together.
I hope and pray that it comes true. & Probably for the first time, I actually have a sense of direction, aiming and going to strive for something that I really want. I promise [:

Oh man, I miss her :/ It's funny that we still have 1433656775902213 things to say to one another even after 8 years (: & That we totally hated each other back in pri5. She hated me for watering the plants with Lyn and being awarded some cert. Haha that girl used to be sucha crybabyyyy, cos Ms neo would always scold her for failing maths. Ms neo was sucha bitch luh, she used to twist my ear 360 degrees, when i didn't write my name on the PETS worksheet or if my handwriting wasn't cursive. so, she's the person i have to thank for my screwed-up handwriting and retarded ear :D She'd make people wear this cardboard thing with a raffia string attached with a label,'I'M A NAMELESSS CREATURE' for the whole day if he/she didn't write his/her name for at least three times. Which had only been poor Daryl ong. Every teacher would ask him, and his face would turn extremely red. He had to wear it for PE even. What horrible primary school memories rightt :/

HAHA, I realised I have digressed uh?
So to summarise, up to this point of the entry,
I want to be promoted to a J2 and I miss my bestfriend.

3 more days to hari raya (:
I'm not really anticipating it though, somehow.
Maybe slightly looking forward to WDO (!!), 4H jalan raya and 25th october (YAY FATEHA, DIDCAZLII!)

Oh & 3 days after that will be the start of my younger bro's PSLE.
I hope he'll get what he wants. He told me that he wants to get into Temasek Secondary and he also wants to beat his sister's aggregate score. Not mine, of course! Haha, what's there to beat for mine? My elder sister's, that is. Go Chicken Little :D
Plus this hari raya is totally out of nowhere. There'll be school the day before and the day after. Like whuttttttt? Hrms, Oh well.

Oh, && I FINALLY CLEANED MY ROOM YESTERDAY!
FINALLY, after procrastinating for so damn long
& my mum's constant nagging on how it looks like a pig sty.
Pigs don't study what, so they don't have books :P
But anyway, my floor is sparklingggggg clean! :D:D
It was at night, and my sister was grumbling 'can't you do it tomorrowwww?'
She couldn't sleep anyway yet she wasn't helping me. THANKS AHHHHH.

I forgot to say, I had peer counselling sharing session the other day and I had to share my story. Omgosh, so scary pls! But, it wasn't too bad (: I was just stammering a lil. & Mrs Tan talked to us about Mental Health First Aid. Learnt about the symptoms of mental health problems and the symptoms of depression - Low self esteem, feeling guilty when not at fault, difficulty making decisions, sleeping difficulties or sleeping too much. I didn't know my love for sleeping was a sign of depression!

Okay, I just found out yesterday night that there'll be dikir.
So I shall go batheeeee, iron my uniform and watch hana yori dango 2 :D:D:D
Before making my way to school, that is.

Bye (: