Monday, September 29, 2008

blaah

I realised that probably my definition of punctuality may be different. I hate waiting. I don't mind for at least half an hour but when it gets longer than that, for more than 1& a half hours, I get so pissed, with myself, for actually bothering to come early. Seriously, why even bother setting a particular time, when you decide to start only 1 or 2 hours later? Sucky.

I don't know why I bother doing/joining something I am not even good at, no matter how hard I try. I don't know why I bother putting in so much effort when what people only see are flaws. I don't know why I bother going religiously, when after each time, its my self-esteem that suffer. So, I concluded that probably I was never cut out for it. I shouldn't have even bothered right from the start.

This will be the last;
cos I've had enough.
I'm tired of waiting,
I'm tired of trying.

I give up, okay?

:/


on a much happier note,
(about) 1 more DAY to RAYA!

4 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

heyyyyyyy, dont give up! Ok please?

(:

September 30, 2008 at 2:00 PM  
Blogger atiqaaaaah said...

hmmm. i made up my mind? :/

though I doubt you know what I'm talking about. hahaha

September 30, 2008 at 3:48 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

haha! really giving up ar? maybe before giving up, you should tell them about their punctuality issue. i so know how you feel. haha! If i were to tell them, then it would be weird cos im sort of out already...

BTW.
P.S. I've been wanting to give comments but i did'nt notice this comment thing. sheesh. haha! finally i've found a space in your blog to comment!! hahaha!

_YOUR AMAZING CLASSMATE_
:)

October 2, 2008 at 5:48 PM  
Blogger atiqaaaaah said...

HAHA. orh, you pon school. tskk!

anyway, if there's something that might change my mind, then maybe, no. but for now, yes, i give up.

but ehhhhh, do you know what im referring to? its not what you think it is lah. (:
tak boleh assume tau. haha.
ps:there's always the tagboard, my amazing classmate :D

-your awesome classmate :D

October 2, 2008 at 8:55 PM  

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