ayunan dewi<3

1) GP AND ECONS EXAM ARE OVERRRRRR! :D

2) there's so manyyyyyy lessons even during the holidays = less dikir practice.
dk is spsd to be 9-6 everyday. but i have chem and gp from like 9 till 4? haha, wth. well, at least there's a manifest rehearsal from 4-9 on monday.

3) manifest is in 5 DAYS.

4) had dk trg yesterday from 8 to 3 in school. mostly was manifest rehearsal. kak sahu and kak rina/previous ketua dikir came back. they're such jokers lahh. we were laughing half of the time. oh and another ex senior came and she claimed to have seen me before in a 21 bus, doing dk?! like since when! -____-"

5) a second session at sunplaza after a one and a half hours break. went bubbling with leeee and farah before tt. yay strawberry ice blended!
did a run thru of the whole thing, could tell that everyone was drained out. even the voices kept getting softer and softer. but, im sure everyone gave their all. after that, it turned out to be a trashing out session, a really emotional one at that.

at the start when kak rina started telling us frankly that we were really horrible, and at this time last year, ayunan dewi was already near-perfect. a surge of emotions were running within me. I could feel the tears forcing out. I thought I'd be the only one so I tried so hard to keep it in. den our ketua dk broke down. omgg. den it started a whole chain of people tearing. depressing.

den each of us had to say sth to kak dayah. wahh when my turn came, the only thing I could think of was that I'm sorry. what ran thru my mind was; sorry im not good enough, sorry I'm so stiff, sorry for making mistakes. But all that matters is the effort, as long as you give your all, there's never a need to apologize. & kak rina told me not to apologize cos she could see the effort I put in. sigh. I'll do so much more, I promise.

kak dayah was telling us how happy she was yesterday when she could see how synchronised and pretty our ragams looked from far. We den realised how easy it was to make her happy, that everything we do from now on, should be for her (: she did so much for us, and probably that's the least we can do for her. we had a grp hug and the 'semangat dikir' thing. everyone could feel the semangatness (:

Oh, den we heard that there was a psycho around that area, so we got ready bottles for protection, as suggested by kak sahu -_-" hahaa. so we left around 9 plus I think. seriously spastic, we were all scared. haha.

manifest is going to be awesome.
go ayunan dewi (:
berdiri, sehati, sejiwa :D